I AM NOT WHO YOU THINK I AMSunday, November 01, 2015
Sometimes I just want to scream, be sad, show remorse, throw tantrum but I can't.
"I may have so many personalities, but I am not who you think I am"
I am Chiemela Steve, but I am not.
I was born 10th of August in the year everyone regarded as perfect, Am a Leo but am not sure anymore.
Y'all think I may have the perfect life, but it's all fallacy.
The first impression people get about me, is that I am lazy. But, they fail to realize that I love doing my own thing at my own pace.
I despised what I studied during my undergraduate days.
I hated my ex-school, I regretted going there but I would have to withdraw this statement, because I have made some amazing friends, so it hasn't really been a bad experience.
I have a lot of things I'm worried about, so many things scares the hell outta my head but I always wake up every morning, leave my house, and pretend as if all is well.
For a couples of years now, I have lived through the image of "ME" I created a long time ago, The image looks so perfect that many people fail to realise I may have deviated a lot from that image.
Growing up, I would say I have been troubled by so many things, things I have decided to call my demons. Maybe I would suppose it's a characteristic feature of growing up, as the young mind they say craves so many things which at the end of the it may not get.
Looking back at those years while growing up, I began to think have I always been like this, but that question I choose to answer for myself with "Change is always constant". So the earlier I embrace the person am becoming and improve on that individual I would say the better for me.
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